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[restingstitchface]

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This is Dr. Crane. I'm not available right now but my answering machine is. Maybe you can hold a conversation with it instead?

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[ordinar]

[A collaborator in his own suffering... He sits with that for a moment, because did you have to read him so thoroughly?]

I'm scared that if I go back, I'll feel the same way I did back then.

[restingstitchface]

𝒲𝑒𝓁𝓁, 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒻𝑒𝒶𝓇 𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓇𝒾𝓈𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝓉𝒾𝒸𝒾𝓅𝒶𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃 𝑜𝒻 𝑒𝓋𝒾𝓁. 𝐵𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝑒𝓋𝒾𝓁 𝒽𝒶𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝓋𝒶𝓃𝓆𝓊𝒾𝓈𝒽𝑒𝒹. 𝒲𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒾𝓈 𝓁𝑒𝒻𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓅𝑜𝓈𝓈𝒾𝒷𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅 𝓎𝑜𝓊?

[ordinar]

I

I don't know. Nothing, I guess.

[restingstitchface]

𝒲𝑒𝓁𝓁, 𝓃𝑜𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝑒𝓍𝒸𝑒𝓅𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻.

[ordinar]

So you think I should go.

[restingstitchface]

𝒲𝑒𝓁𝓁, 𝐼 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝓀 𝒾𝓉 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹𝓃'𝓉 𝒽𝓊𝓇𝓉. 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝒽𝒶𝓇𝒹𝓁𝓎 𝒷𝑒 𝒶𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑒, 𝓌𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊?

[ordinar]

No... I know some people who are going too. People I feel safe with.

Are you going?

[restingstitchface]

𝒴𝑒𝓈 𝐼 𝒶𝓂. 𝐼 𝒶𝓂 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓃 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝑒𝓍𝓅𝑒𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝑒𝓃𝓋𝒾𝓈𝒾𝑜𝓃. 𝐵𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝒶𝓅𝓅𝓇𝑜𝒶𝒸𝒽 𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓈𝑒𝓈𝓈𝒾𝑜𝓃𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝓌𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝐼 𝓉𝑜 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝓃𝑒𝓈𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝑒𝓃𝓋𝒾𝓇𝑜𝓃𝓂𝑒𝓃𝓉.

𝐼𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉.

[ordinar]

Oh. Sure.

I mean, if you're already planning on it, then

Sure.

[restingstitchface]

𝒲𝑒𝓁𝓁, 𝐼 𝓈𝒽𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒷𝑒 𝓋𝒾𝓈𝒾𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓈𝑜𝓃𝓈.

𝑀𝑜𝓈𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝓂𝓎 𝒸𝓁𝒾𝑒𝓃𝓉𝓈 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓁𝑜𝒸𝒶𝓁 𝒸𝑜𝓂𝓂𝓊𝓃𝒾𝓉𝓎. 𝑀𝒶𝓃𝓎 𝓁𝑜𝓈𝓉 𝒻𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓃𝒹𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝒶𝓂𝒾𝓁𝓎. 𝒮𝑜 𝐼 𝓈𝒽𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝒾𝓃𝓉𝑜 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝒾𝓇 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓈 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓁𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝑜𝓇 𝒹𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒽𝑜𝓅𝑒𝒻𝓊𝓁𝓁𝓎 𝒷𝓇𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝒽𝑜𝓂𝑒.

[ordinar]

Makes sense.

I'll...think about it.